The Void Teachings- #4

September 24, 2003

You are still very afraid.

Afraid of what?

Afraid of how immense you really are.

Why is that?

Because it would mean taking the ultimate responsibility for every action, every thought, every feeling you have and to realize the consequences that these have as well. You wast your time trying to bend a spoon when in reality you could bend the world. You doubt the utter reality of these words and that doubt, in actuality, is the only thing- I repeat- the only thing that keeps you from actualizing that grandness.

I would guess that doubt is pretty common to most of us. So how does one begin to eliminate it and begin to realize our greatness?

Learn to be more like a laser- concentrated light- very focused. Your doubts cause you to vacillate and that back and forth movement results in the loss of directed power. One good exercise for practicing this focus is to stare into the innermost core of a flame where the energy is most focused. Notice the further out you go, the further from the core, the more oscillation and movement there is. Focus of will is a very powerful tool and you can use that to practice cutting away at doubt. Note again that in the Hebrew there is great wisdom: פסק/ ספק decree/doubt

Can you feel the tension in the polarity between doubt and decree? One is full of oscillation, the other certainty, a decision. You need to decide what it is you are creating and fully go with that. Your will is the engine, your doubts are the brakes. You can go far far beyond what you dreamed possible when you begin to eliminate doubt.

I asked a question regarding why some of this information comes in the form of Hebrew words.

Language is a powerful tool. Think of it as a computer of sorts. The sounds and letters actually function as a program at a level generally beyond your awareness. Language can be used to create- not just thoughts, but to create matter. The letter patterns carry actual energy patterns and these can be more readily activated via speech. Therefore choose your words very carefully. Realize that דבר (speaking) creates דבר (things- of all sorts.) Be immensely careful and sensitive of your speech for it has power beyond what you know. Better, when in doubt, to be silent and to wait for the proper focus to come before you speak. That is enough for now.